Moving in Circles

Well we have reached the end of this
This time we’ve done ourselves in
But I circle around, and circle down
I’m not moving on, I just spin

It’s hard, it’s hard, it’s so damn hard
To try to just walk away
I fight, and spin, and can’t get far
Cause I miss you so much every day

Oh I battle
Through a battle so hard
Knowing that I just can’t stay
And I straddle
A line that so far
Seems to keep turning grey
It’s not OK

Well I’m moving in circles
I can’t focus my sights
I know what I need
I’ve got to straighten up my life

If I just keep going back
I won’t get to the end
If I keep walking this same path
I know that I just won’t mend

Oh but it may take me some time
It may take some brute force
It might take a while to be fine
To get to mend all these sores
And change this course

I’ve got to find some way that
I just don’t keep coming back
I’ve got to be better than that

There are times as some final resort
I want to call you again
There are times I want your support
But I know you’re not my friend
But I can’t bend